Kalindi sates that letting go happens at different speeds in different areas. As you let go and move into new areas, both God and the illusion will be standing there asking, “Do you want me?’ You will have to choose God over and over and over again. As you go through this process some desires will just fall away, but others will stay. Do not deny or repress them, just let them be. If you need to do something with them, then you can.