A full state of awareness is the same thing as breaking free. And what does a full state of awareness mean? That you become aware. You are not sleepy anymore. Your consciousness is always awakened. You are constantly aware of everything that is going on everywhere around you all of the time and in places that you are not even near. You are aware of what is going on, on a feeling level, with people that are around you and people that are afar. You are aware of so many, many, many things. That is why you have to break through all of the sludge. You have to open your heart to the love of God; but then you have to break through all of the sludge that you are stuck in, and the sleepiness, and the laziness, to become fully aware.