The path is one of fire and you must have the fiber to go all the way in order to make it Home in this lifetime. Your entire being will be pried open and this can be painful. Everything will be OK, but it will require determination to go all the way. You will get so much strength from God and so much faith through your transformation and opening that you simply rest in God in a fully open and surrendered state; not afraid to feel the pain nor afraid to be afraid.