Kalindi tells us that the illusion that we are working on with you is getting through that separation and separate will that you would have an excuse to not go with the Lord if He canme to your door and asked you to come with Him; to help rid your self of whatever excuse you have keeping you from just walking out the door. That is where you want to be before you die; you want to have already completely walked away from the illusion. Because God in the spiritual realm is all that you want.