Kalindi is telling us, “I want you to try to hear me, even though I say it and say it. My job is to keep saying it until you finally ‘pop’ and you finally hear it: You are moving forward as fast as possible to get to a point with God where you will look at Him and you will say, I am now giving everything up, because I only want to be with You and do what You want me to do. I am giving everything up now. Then you walk away from all of it. Walk away. And trust God  just for a second. Walk away and trust God, and give Him a chance to give you the life that He wants to give you.”