Kalindi tells us this material world is not your Home. It is the plane of illusion. It is not eternal. It is a place that you have been in, birth after birth after birth, for millions of lifetimes, so long that you have forgotten about the true realm of existence; your true Home. You have been lost for so long in this material realm, in this material illusion, that you don’t even remember that you have a Home where you came from. There is a God that is waiting patiently for you to return to your Home. That God has given free will for you to play in this material realm for however long you want. It is up to you to finally be done with this material world and be ready to return Home to God. He cannot force you, because He has given separate will. There was and is a joint decision that there would be such a world as this illusion. It was desired.